Love2bd1

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i owe people art trades and stuff but i dont know who
so someone tell me and stuff so i know ok so i dont leave u bear empty cause i know how that feels... i dont wanna eb that guy...
so ya tell me if i owe u something

Ya just not a good time... im not going to vent or anything bla.....
all i am going to do is say im going to be on my vent account and just heads up...im not gonna upload drawings...im probably going to do poems at most... i may or may or not comment i dont know..... just not good ok .....
im sorry to those that are sick of my venting...
i may or may not be back later i dont know

I am streaming in like 20-30 minutes i just gotta do something real quick
ill be doing art trades which i know i owe lots
lots and lots and lots so sorry no free things tonight ...


this is what i think people dont see on DA
i have been stuck on FA seeing all these godly damn pieces
and i tell you
i dont see half the idols on here do that!!!! this took the person 2 months ( i cant argue ) and holy shit i just wanted to share it with you all
and to any who can actually see it heres the link www.furaffinity.net/full/64658…

Where the fuck do some men in this world get off (notice as i said some ok ) i fucking hear the worst and see the worst shit....
seriously if there were some things i could do i would do em
but jesus what they do is like practically like taking a knife to others hearts..... it is almsot to mine.....
I feel very amount of pain if not the same as some of the people i care deeply for when they are either broken up or cheated on or used or abused...... seriously fucking pisses me off when i see or hear bout this....
i heard bout it just a few  minutes ago.... and it was from the sweetest angle ever......i swear if any of you knew (  i will not disclose info) who it was and understood her and met her you would feel the same if not a little pain that i do ......
i has the sads right now..
mixed with some painful thoughts
mixed with some dangerous ones
to those of you that know my feeling dont worry i wont do anything rash ... i just need to rant because its just sickening
i care for others more then my self believe it or not and i may be a bit to emotional on the matter... but i dont know what to say instead of im sorry for you hun...
i cant say anything else....
its the truth ... im sorry you were mistreated by the fucker...
im sorry all this happened...
i wish i could do something to make you feel better...
i just wish my heart was yours and you could feel the rage with a small warmth for the protection i wish you to have.....

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i just wish you saw what im saying but you wont cause you dont see me ...... for these thoughts lay hidden and no one shall see ..